Sometimes I have to pause when I lose my train of thought. But I don't wish I were a better speaker like I wish I were a better writer.
There was another speaker who was much better than me. A few years later I heard a talk by someone who was not merely a better speaker than me, but a famous speaker. So I decided I'd pay close attention to what he said, to learn how he did it.
After about ten sentences I found myself thinking "I don't want to be a good speaker."Being a really good speaker is not merely orthogonal to having good ideas, but in many ways pushes you in the opposite direction.
Thanks to Sam Altman and Robert Morris for reading drafts of this.
Did you know the word ‘essay’ is derived from a Latin word ‘exagium’, which roughly translates to presenting one’s case?